Every morning is the same...not wanting to face the day
and the situacions you know
you will placed in when you deny food.
Every time you step onto the scales
you know it will determine the mood
you would be in and how your day will go.
You feell controlled and scared
What will happen next?
Will things change?
DEPRESSED, ALONE, DARK MINDED, MISERY, AGONY, WORTHLESS, SCARED
You begin to lose weight and things seem to get better
People notice, they care
Starvation is control
Control is touch
Bones are beautiful
When thin isn´t enought
It´s never good enought...
you must lose more...more...more
You join a gym,
you use any excuse to keep moving
Can´t eat, must keep moving
You´re exhausted...you feel weack...
you begin to faint...people get worried
Tou feel trapped...hated...and alone
TRAPPED
Why, why does this all happen to me?
all this pain
it´s like thousands of glass pieces
rippin my soul open
Why??
The thought of dead lingers with you every second of every day
because you know,
it never ends...